Who I Am
By Nadja Lee 11/12/01
English is not my
native language. Please forgive me my mistakes.
Disclaimer: “X-men” and all the
characters here belong to Marvel, 20 Century Fox and I intend no infringement,
this is a piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of it.
Only the original idea contained within
this work is the property of the author. Please do not copy this story to any
website or archive without permission of the author.
Timeline: Set in the
movie universe. After the movie.
Universe: Set in the
movie universe; NOT the book which goes with it.
Romance: Guess
Summary: Scott wants
to say a few things to the authors…
Archiving: Want, ASK,
take, have.
Feedback: Yes, please.
My e-mail address is neh@post10.tele.dk.
Rating: PG-13
Sequel/series: Part of
the Video RR on the DDFH list
For Autumn and Karen
* * *
The image
is crystal-clear and in focus at once. We see a young man with red shades
sitting behind a desk in a neat office. His hands are in front of him on the
table and he’s holding some papers. He looks like a man who has prepared a
speech.
“Good
evening, authors. Hank informed me that it was possible to talk with you all
like this. Interesting. I’ll love to find out how,” Scott’s eyes look up and
down as if trying to examine the video camera.
“Hon….
remember why you wanted this,” a sweet female voice from behind the camera
reminds him.
“Oh, yeah,”
he smiles warmly to the woman hidden from view. As he turns back to the camera
his smile disappears.
“Authors,
we need to talk. No, actually…I need to talk and you need to listen and listen
good. Some of you don’t like me…fine, being a mutant and an orphan I’m used to
being unwanted but couldn’t you at least make me resemble a human being?! I
have feelings you know,” in his agitation his voice has risen a note or two and
he takes a deep breath to relax.
“ Why do I
always have to be the bad guy here? I have nothing against Rogue and Logan
being together…”
“Ahem,” comes
the female voice from behind the camera.
“Okay. I
love Rogue as a little sister and I want to see her safe but I respect her
choice….”
“Scott,”
the voice now holds light amusement.
“Okay,
okay………So I said the legal age for consent is 18. I just wanted to protect
Rogue. Give her an extra year to be sure of her choice. Besides anyone who
loves a younger woman…,” his voice softens at this, “… would check it out
themselves. I mean I did. Several times over.”
“Scott!”
the woman laughs and Scott does too before he sobers up and returns his
attention to the camera.
“And then
your image of me as being boring…where does that come from?! I’m a human being.
I have a past that wasn’t worth much and have given me my share of pain and
scars, a present that have granted me the dream of love and unless a certain
someone kills me again I also have a future. I happen to care for others and I
don’t want to see them hurt. Any of them. Certainly never Rogue, not Logan, not
Jean, not even Magneto. Okay? Clear?!” Scott nods in satisfaction as he hopes
everyone has gotten the message.
“Scott,
remember the…” the woman begins.
“Of course,
lov,” Scott promises and blows her a kiss. Laughter is heard.
“About me and
Jean………please, get over it already! We have been over a long time. And for the
record…. I broke up with her. And I never was anyone’s lapdog; especially not
Jean’s. I have a mind of my own, you know.”
“Anything
else?” The woman asks.
“Hum…doesn’t
think so.”
“Okay, then
*I* have a few complaints,” the woman says and comes into view. She’s a young
beautiful woman with brown hair and a catlike grace. Scott pushes his chair
back and motions for her to sit on his lap which she with a smile does and he
hugs her close.
“First of
all; be nice to my man. He has been through a lot and deserves a break. He’s a
great guy and I love him.”
“Love you
too, Kitty,” Scott whispers and starts kissing her cheek, her neck and begins
to go further down.
“Scott…. I
can’t concentrate here,” she laughs as he continues kissing his way down and he
plants a soft kiss on her neckline.
“Didn’t you
say you wanted to complain that Logan and Rogue gets to have all the sex in
this house? So, let’s show them we can make far more noise of our own.”
“Not a bad
idea…” she admits with a smile as he’s now playing with his tongue over her
skin until he catches her mouth.
They both
seem to have forgotten the camera is still on in their desire and love for each
other but as Scott has pulled her blouse off he draws her to the floor and only
the wall and empty chair can be seen…but lot of noise can be heard.
The End